The frail sun is intermittently showing its face on the rather melancholic skies today. On a swinging mattress in my roof-top, I rest my body and mind, and take a rigid look back on the days I have lost, the times and the people I have left behind, and most importantly, the vibes of passion and enthusiasm that are now dormant and which have gone hidden somewhere at the nadir of self-awareness and the process of revivalism.
As my days of exhaustion in the corporate castle have now gracefully ended, I now breathe the air of exasperation over my glorious indecision, and try to commemorate in which point in time I did make flawed choices. But the voice of wisdom calms my conundrum with its divine words;
“Fear not, you fool, for you yourself are the maker of your path and the sower of the seeds of destiny and fate. You shall not weaken amid the storms and lightnings. For the blizzard’s never seen the desert sands, and for you do not know the sun’s strength till the lights go out, you cannot judge the circumstances with the vision of the eyes, but the vision of the soul. Do not fear, and you shall conquer what you’re destined to conquer; you shall be bestowed upon with what you’re meant to take.”
With a sequel of cold moments and ignorant times, I now foresee the world with an armour of past flaws, for ninety-nine failures in ninety-nine attempts educates you with ninety-nine ways of escaping your mistakes, if you have the strength to get back on your feet and try it for the hundredth time.
I now plot and shape, I now rejuvenate the galactic structure of my destiny from the particles of my loss.
I now design the agenda of world invasion, as the melancholic sky is now gradually turning brighter and my belly is gradually making louder noises.